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我以为大家仍是好朋友
但最近越来越觉得 原来不是
大家更像是比较常在一起玩的普通同学吧

不过 扎心的是
我觉得是好朋友的人 不仅不会主动来联系 甚至已经不常回复消息了

细想起来 我真是够糟糕的
一个双向的好朋友都没有

it is not a lucky year.
anyway, i will get used to this.
also hope i can calm and control myself in daily life.
alone, but not lonely.

maybe things will work out some day.